snowman

bump to the grind.

a new blog...its been a while.
countdown: 23 days!!!!!!!!!
yeahhh!
college is coming up! im so stoked. i have a checklist of things i need to buy still, but you know what, ill live. i started looking at the maps and planning my way to class, so i wont get lost. i started looking at sororities. i found some i like. adpi chi o and phi mu...but ill never know for sure until i meet the girls :) im sure theyre all lovely!
college is going to be so fun, but i have a really big decision to make...to greek or not to greek.
i should really just make a big fat pro/con list.
im all for greek life, i actually really think i would love it, but its TOO time consuming for me. these girls devote all their hearts to their sisterhood...yet for me, theres a huge world out there. i want everything and everyone to have at least a little piece of my heart! i cant spread myself everywhere. i want to go crazy with gway (3rd floor biotch,) my roomate, my classmates, and kids i meet everywhere. a girl i met at dub told me they had greeks on their floor...and they were never around...nobody ever spoke of them.
maybe id pledge sophomore year...but that puts you at such a disadvantage. thats really gay. its like discrimination...against libras >_>
also, college parties. i saw some movie on tv the other day and everyone was like fucking and stripping...i dont want to get so drunk and horny i fuck some random guy...i really dont...not cool...i dont know how the hell i would handle the next morning. and i dont want to barf everywhere. i guess i could start drinking soda to get me used to the carbonation of beer (its why i cant drink it)
im remembering what billy (my orientation leader! billionares!) told me. he said ADPi were the classy girls, so they came across as stuck up, but theyre generally very sweet. Chi Os are lots of fun and are pretty...whereas the Phi Mus are pretty awesome girls as well and are very involved in the community and campus.

prom fury

mood: enraged
music: none, thats why im enraged

im calming down, but im really pissed i left my mp3 player in the car. im certain i brought it to school. so pointless. but since were done with our project in humanities, and all of my friends are back

prom today!!! wooo!!! i really hope everyone grows up for the day. i'm still not really sure what I want to do with my hair. this period is over....okay 8 more minutes until the period is over!! then gym, where im just gonna talk, i dont even think were getting changed.

in school once again.

mood: calming down
music: mr brightside - the killers (again)

i love talking to my roomate alex :) we made a deal. if i drive her around, she will teach me how to dance, and I think that will pay off very greatly.

so elan thinks that if he buys a rubber chicken, he is going to use it....FOR WHAT MAY I ASK?

5 minutes left. today is a half day. french is pretty fun. i'll be in the computer lab again for psych.

i saw wildie today running through the halls. what a nerd XD

i was up late last night...i cleaned out my car and my room...FINALLY! still no phone! so it's definitely hidden somewhere at my mom's...and it's hidden very fucking well...i guess im going to go over there later and bust my ass. for the third day in a row. not like mom gets home early today.

sooo....including today there ate sixteen days of school left. way too many.

schoool (:

i'm at school. 24 days until graduation.
i've got my MP3 player handy, i'm having some serious Mr. Brightside withdrawal. today is day....five...so i won't be too lonely :) in fact, i think everyone is going to be in gym.
so i found out my room assignment!! gallowayyyy all the way! 329a!!
i was talking to my roomate last night and she's soooo nice! alex! <3 she seems very much like me. she's great.
i'm really bored...we have to make a movie...this is my second one...as if humanities wasn't bad enough ._.
it's all in my head but she's touching his chest now...he takes off her dress now
let me go <3

random

music - mr. brightside - the killers!!! <3333

mood: i'm being challenged. life is interesting.

right now i am OBSESSED with mr. brightside!! ( watch it here - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BnwLf88t_Wc) the jumping thing brandon does at 2.14 is one of the sexiest things i've ever seen.

that got me thinking...it'd be cool to date an older guy! ive been attracted to younger guys my entire life. what if i dated a 23 year old? :)

if i dont stop being ticklish, im going to have a miserable sex life. id love to enjoy a massage that doesnt end in "HAHAHHA STOP that tickles :o "

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Briefly...

I've had a breakthrough! I think I know how to tie the scarves like everyone else does. You put the center at the back of your neck. Then you cross the two ends in the front. Then you put the edges in the back! I found a scarf in a basket in my room. It's cream, soft and fluffy n_n

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hahahah jerk. no. (if anyone gets the pokemon joke behind this, please feel free to lol with me)

homework beckons so byeee!