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I've had a breakthrough! I think I know how to tie the scarves like everyone else does. You put the center at the back of your neck. Then you cross the two ends in the front. Then you put the edges in the back! I found a scarf in a basket in my room. It's cream, soft and fluffy n_n

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hahahah jerk. no. (if anyone gets the pokemon joke behind this, please feel free to lol with me)

homework beckons so byeee!

October 27..what will October 28 be like?

Music: Movie Script Ending - Death Cab for Cutie
Mood: Sniffly

I have a hard time blogging regularly because I like to put everything in my diary. I feel it's more authentic. But since it's been so long, I have a treat! An excerpt from my diary! this is the real deal!

I was having such beautiful moments...I wanted to share. A ....... means I skipped stuff

..........I had one of those child-like moments. If that guy (some guy who watched me through his window then followed me out and watched briefly from a distance before he left) had approached me asking what I was doing, I would have wanted to reply with, "This is my pond!" as if nothing was owned by the Township of East Brunswick. As if being a "pioneer" or an "explorer" could guarantee possession of your turf. Even more abstract would be if love meant ownership. Man, it is SO fall. ........... The time of year where you want to go home and return to, not hot chocolate like in the wintertime, but a nice steaming plate of beef stew and twig-like vegetables. I guess saying I wanted vegetables means my childlike moment is over haha. I don't even know what time it is...........I heard a door opening. Um...I'm kind of paranoid about a cop coming here. "Not like anyone lives here!!" would be my logic..........Oh. I got out of there. I'm in the mini-field by the hill. I saw something white, fluffy, and close to the ground dart by as a noise reached to me through my headphones. BUT THEN I SAW A DEER!!! I don't like deer >_> That was its tail..........

I have to take a psych quiz tomorrow after school. I have to run to the mall and return these anorexic small jeans Baja got me (I'm not THAT skinny) I'm missing twenty dollars somewhere! I'm pissed!!! I need a job so bad! I applied to the gelato shop last Saturday, and they never called back. I'm going to call up tomorrow. I hate when people don't call back...how demanding could running a gelato shop possibly be...get off your lardasses, put the little plastic colorful mini square sampling spoons stacked with ice cream down...and call me and make my life happy ;_; My mom says there's another 20 missing...but I doubt it's missing she probably took it...I won't hold her for it but still...it's my birthday money...so that's negative 40 dollars AND THAT MAKES ME SAD! I only have three hundred in the bank ;___;;;; I had 850 at the end of the summer. Well...my mom still owes me 300...so that's like 600...which I guess isn't horrible...when I get a new job I want 2000, so I can pay for half of my car. I don't want my dad to do two thirds, I think that's selfish of me. He should use his money to pay for my broke ass brother's gas ._.

I need to study for math ._. *procrastinator* I want to be in bed by ten thirty tonight. Poor Mr. Wildermuth has spent the last week screaming about how important sleep is, in hopes that we want him to stop screaming...so maybe we'll consider changing our habits...so we don't die. Miruna gets by on two hours of sleep a day. Crazy bitch ._.

Nobody's going to read this much, if they even read it at all, so I'll stop here.

Well....it's 1 AM

And I have my license!

I miss my cat Bumper ;_;