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I've had a breakthrough! I think I know how to tie the scarves like everyone else does. You put the center at the back of your neck. Then you cross the two ends in the front. Then you put the edges in the back! I found a scarf in a basket in my room. It's cream, soft and fluffy n_n

[18:38] kirby11891: so
[18:38] kirby11891: i
[18:38] kirby11891: herd
[18:38] kirby11891: u
[18:38] kirby11891: liek
[18:38] kirby11891: antonkips

hahahah jerk. no. (if anyone gets the pokemon joke behind this, please feel free to lol with me)

homework beckons so byeee!

October 27..what will October 28 be like?

Music: Movie Script Ending - Death Cab for Cutie
Mood: Sniffly

I have a hard time blogging regularly because I like to put everything in my diary. I feel it's more authentic. But since it's been so long, I have a treat! An excerpt from my diary! this is the real deal!

I was having such beautiful moments...I wanted to share. A ....... means I skipped stuff

..........I had one of those child-like moments. If that guy (some guy who watched me through his window then followed me out and watched briefly from a distance before he left) had approached me asking what I was doing, I would have wanted to reply with, "This is my pond!" as if nothing was owned by the Township of East Brunswick. As if being a "pioneer" or an "explorer" could guarantee possession of your turf. Even more abstract would be if love meant ownership. Man, it is SO fall. ........... The time of year where you want to go home and return to, not hot chocolate like in the wintertime, but a nice steaming plate of beef stew and twig-like vegetables. I guess saying I wanted vegetables means my childlike moment is over haha. I don't even know what time it is...........I heard a door opening. Um...I'm kind of paranoid about a cop coming here. "Not like anyone lives here!!" would be my logic..........Oh. I got out of there. I'm in the mini-field by the hill. I saw something white, fluffy, and close to the ground dart by as a noise reached to me through my headphones. BUT THEN I SAW A DEER!!! I don't like deer >_> That was its tail..........

I have to take a psych quiz tomorrow after school. I have to run to the mall and return these anorexic small jeans Baja got me (I'm not THAT skinny) I'm missing twenty dollars somewhere! I'm pissed!!! I need a job so bad! I applied to the gelato shop last Saturday, and they never called back. I'm going to call up tomorrow. I hate when people don't call back...how demanding could running a gelato shop possibly be...get off your lardasses, put the little plastic colorful mini square sampling spoons stacked with ice cream down...and call me and make my life happy ;_; My mom says there's another 20 missing...but I doubt it's missing she probably took it...I won't hold her for it but still...it's my birthday money...so that's negative 40 dollars AND THAT MAKES ME SAD! I only have three hundred in the bank ;___;;;; I had 850 at the end of the summer. Well...my mom still owes me 300...so that's like 600...which I guess isn't horrible...when I get a new job I want 2000, so I can pay for half of my car. I don't want my dad to do two thirds, I think that's selfish of me. He should use his money to pay for my broke ass brother's gas ._.

I need to study for math ._. *procrastinator* I want to be in bed by ten thirty tonight. Poor Mr. Wildermuth has spent the last week screaming about how important sleep is, in hopes that we want him to stop screaming...so maybe we'll consider changing our habits...so we don't die. Miruna gets by on two hours of sleep a day. Crazy bitch ._.

Nobody's going to read this much, if they even read it at all, so I'll stop here.

Well....it's 1 AM

And I have my license!

I miss my cat Bumper ;_;

I've got a lot of plans for my future

I'm stoked

I can't wait to leave this shithole, East Brunswick, and its shitty inhabitants

The past several days have been spent slaving over college applications.
My schools are, in order from top choice to bottom...

1: University of North Carolina (Wilmington)






2: Coastal Carolina University (SC)
3: University of Vermont
4: SUNY Binghamton
5: University of South Florida
6: R-U!! (ugh)

ew, I just saw a dead bug. Anyway.

I'm thinking about joining a sorority. Which one...kappa gamma alpha beta alpha xx hahahaha

I haven't got to be myself or do what I want here. I'm like, counting down the days until I can leave. Til I can live.

One more day 'til the 4th of July :DD!

Music: Time Bomb - The Format (Again)
Mood: Happy, but mad cramps :'(

w00t! Tomorrow is the 4th of July. It's my favorite holiday.

Okay. So Nick, the cutest guy from work, called me today :3

Julie: "Was he calling you to say "hey Chrissey let's mess around a little."
Me: "No...he called to say 'Can you take my hours...' "

I don't care how cute you are. This is my first day off in six days. I'm NOT working today >:(

Of course. haha. I know he has a girlfriend. How? Two days ago, at the family pool, he was on break and he sat down to talk to one of the feeders that was right behind me. He was telling this girl about how him and his girlfriend were messing around, and I was all muttering to myself, "Okay Nick, stfu, I don't wanna hearrrr ittttt" so maybe I could drown out their voices. It worked a little >_> Needless to say I was pretty distracted.

So I don't have work, but all I can talk about is work. Interesting stuff always happens there. So yesterday I was in the lazy river and a dead rat went by. e00.

The day before yesterday marks the 3rd time I've been bitched at by an angry patron.

I was at Sapphire Bay 3, and this Arab guy, with the beard, head thing, accent, and everything, has his little girl with a lifevest in the deepend. That's not allowed. So I go up to him and tell him, "Sir, there are no lifevests allowed in the deep end" and he's like "Okay, I'll take care of it." 5 minutes later, she's still there, so I tell him again, "Sir, if she is wearing a lifevest, she can't be on this side of the pool. Either you need to take the vest off or she needs to go on the shallow end. He said, "I'm taking care of it, I'm holding on to her." I explain, "No, either take the vest off or go into the shallow end. He takes the vest off and I resume my work.

3 hours later, I just get to slide tower, and the same little girl comes up. I measure her, and I say to her, "Sorry, you're too small to go down the slide." She's like, "I've been down like 6 times already!" Pissed at the guard who slacked off before, I said, "That was the mistake of the guard before me, and I won't do the same thing." Her sister was there, and she was like, "Can't she go down a couple more times?" I just said, "No, sorry." So the girls come back up with their father, and he says the same things, and I re-explain myself. Then he's like..."Just two more times?" I'm like "Absolutely not. She's not going down these slides." He walks away...I hear him muttering "that bitch."

I see him walk down and complain to Dan, who was working at the slide pool. When I rotate with him, I ask, "what did he say to you?" He replies, "He said, 'That girl needs a slapping!' for not letting her go down the slide."

WHAT A CREEPER. I just thought to myself, "Okay, what's next, I hate Americans?" Shit.

I'm going to Baja's now. She finally found my sunglasses <3 I thought fer sure she would be too lazy to look for them. My sister's were waaayyy too big for my face. cya.

YAY! No more work :DDD

Music: Time Bomb - The Format
Mood: Chewing gum

I'VE DISCOVERED the secret to the mystery blog. Turns out it was just a draft. And I decided to publish it.

The past two days of work have been pretty good. Just today was long. I had to be in at 8:30. It was a Daisy camp day, which is when a camp of mentally/physically challenged people come in. It's a nice thing to do. I had a terrible rotation though...almost exclusively river and lap pool positions...and the Activity Pool, which surprisingly, is incredibly boring.

I HAVE NO WORK TOMORROW
I HAVE NO WORK TOMORRROW
NO WORK
YAYYYY!!!!!!!

I need someone to take my shift on the 7th or the 5th...not because the 7th is super camp day, but because there's this girl I can't stand working those days, plus I woke a boatload anyway, and I want a break. Aren't I immature :X

Write more later.

WORK SUCKED!

Music: She Doesn't Get It - The Format
Mood: Bouncy

This is the first song I've learned all the words to in so long :D

(Skip what's in blue if you want to read about my life)

She said, she's leavin' on a Sunday. Can I take you home? I know it's wrong...but I know your type. She said, she's leavin' on a Sunday. I don't care, I need to know where to turn. I tried it once, it never caught on! I was the only one who got burned!

OCEANS

Why am I scarred for what she did to me? Why can't I trust anyone, no, not even me? Why don't I just give in - have a drink and shake some hands? Oh-e-oh. Oh-e-oh.

FAITH IN FAST CARS (this is the best one)

Could you please leave all your clothes on? And let me sweat this out - I can only see you naked. You're not in the car. You're not spendin' all your mother's money cause that makes you feel secure. I can only see ya naked...CAUSE THAT'S ALL YOU'RE GOOD FOR. I'M SURE THEY ALL AGREE. They take you home, to help make you forget about me. They turn to sleep, you're wide awake! You spend the whole night starin' up at the ceiling. Now don't justify, you're no better than Justine. When you said it was suicide, on the phone I thought you lied, i say, it saved my life. I JUST WISH YOU WOULD DIE!

(Okay, you're done)

Now I'm listening to random African music on my iTunes. I like it though.

Work sucked. It rained at like 6 and they kept the park open. There were like 2 people. John wasn't kidding when he lectured us, our professionalism really went downhill after that. Kids were whistling to each other, people screaming to each other, dancing in the chairs...aka everything but keeping our Ellis 10-20 standard. We were so bored. I was so happy to have my break, then my last rotation, John asked me to clean up the guard room (= second break!) :)

So...about feeling like an idiot at work...today this lady at the kiddie pool was going down the slide, and she brought her toddler with her. At first, I thought she was just gonna push him down the slide, and I figured the guard at top would have told her "you can't go down" I was like, "Ma'am, you can't go down the slide." and she pushes him down, then is like, "Why not?" Personally, I had no idea how old the kid was, nor do I know the capabilities of a child of ____ age (even though I sat through a whole semester of human growth). But the kid gets to the bottom and goes face down into the water. Naturally, I run towards the kid, but I had to back up because the mother, naturally, rushes to get the kid and could have whapped me in the face. I fucking figure if you're sending your kid down a slide, he can support himself, NO MATTER what I said to her. Like fucking. Holy shit. She's like, "Would you rather him drown?!" which made me sad, and I'm like, "No, I'd rather him not go down the slide! If he can't hold himself up he really shouldn't be going down anyway." Naturally the foreign bitch reported me to Donna (manager) and Lee (my boss). She complained that I hesitated to save her kid (Bullshit) and that nobody told her she's not allowed down (It was a little later than I should have, but I did tell her) and it wasn't posted (Yeah it was ass) I explained myself to Donna, and she said it was alright and not to worry, but I still feel like guilty shit. That kid went face-first into the water. He's alright though. Me, on the other hand, I will be having nightmares for weeks.

And that was my day. ._.; I have two more days, a PM shift (which nobody likes) and an AM shift, then I get my first day off after 6 consecutive days of work. My next paycheck is gonna be like, 250 bucks :DDD Probably more. I almost said "shopping spree!!" but I have to save up >_> My goal is to save $1000 for a car.

It's summer...which means CS is open for business..

Music: Bedroom (demo) - Daphne Loves Derby
Mood: Content

I like this summer. I love my job. It gives me something to do. I'd be depressed if I was sitting inside. Everyone at CS complains...but it's really a great job..

Even so, I don't feel like going to work :<

Yesterday we got out early because of a bad storm. I got paid to sit in the room and chat for 2 and a half hours. That's...18.5 dollars. (I needed a calculator) It literally started raining 5 minutes after I got out on stand.

These morons sat outside, chilling under the door-roofs of their open trunks and bolts of lightning, waiting for the park to open. The fact that it stopped gave them some hope, but the second time the storm came around sent them packing. Then we closed. And it wasn't like 5 people either, it was like, 50.

My only complaint is that sometimes I feel like an idiot. I've only worked a few times and I am still, by all means, a n00b. I took a tube out to the kiddie pool, and this asshole was like, "HAHAHA YOU DON'T NEED A TUBE HERE," and he told his buddies. It only got worse, when yesterday, I brought a tube out for the PM shift, when you're supposed to just bump it from the guy who's going home. Of course, they HAD to be there when I walked out of the guard room with it. The guy I bumped at R4 had no pack, and I saw Donna and Joe floating by on a tube, and they called for captains, and you hear the double-whistle throughout the park like 20 times. Mark came over, and I had my hand up for assistance, and he was like "...you can put your hand down now." I didn't get my pack before the park closed.

I can't wait to be a second year guard.

Late

Music: Faith in Fast Cars
Mood: SOOOO TIRED

My sister and her friend are in my room, stinking it up with nail polish and salsa. I want them to go away so I can go to sleep.

That's about it. My brain is too tired to function past anything else. Thank God I have PM shift tomorrow.

Early in the morning

Music: Careful - Guster
Mood: Not wanting to go to sleep...or work...

I've never heard of Guster either, but, I'm on Pandora Radio. I typed in "The Format"...and I got a lot of crap. Except the Format :D

Music: Time Bomb - The Format
Mood: Eye in pain

I love this song...need to download ASAP..now they're giving me The Rocket Summer, which I always hated, but this sound songs a lot like the Format..

Nate is adorable. (Lead singer) FUCK WHY'D THEY BREAK UPPP. I want to see them badly.

Cripes o_< It's about time.

Music: None
Mood: Hot

For a new blog.

I haven't written in my diary a lot either...nobody wants to write when they're sad >_>

Today was my last day of real exams. I mean, I have English and French tomorrow, but I can't study for them. I am not looking forward to being with the biggest Frenchy bitch for 2 hours, or taking her impossible exam. My hands will fall off :'<

Going to Basiaga's later. She's seeing a movie.

Yay! No more exams :D It just hit me. No more work. No more learning. w00t.

I babysat Dylan on Friday, made some money, went to CAMP ROCK afterwards, all good fun. Joe Jonas = sex.

You know the world sucks when you eat three pieces of chocolate and feel guilty, so for that reason, I am going for a jog, in this hot and nasty weather. Byeeee.

The mystery of the secret blog

Music: None, busted headphones, remember.
Mood: Dreading work

So my homepage tells me I have two blogs (Before this one) when I'm PRETTY SURE I only have one.

I have to write 3 mini papers...ugh...this is gonna suck...but I slept a lot today so it's alright if I stay up late.

Today I went to Julie's, and she got in a fight with her mom about where her bathing suit was, and eventually she found it on the floor, but she was being stubborn and didn't get changed. Then she was pissed that her sister's boyfriend's sister was here...so I sat and watched her text for 2 hours while I stared at everyone having fun in the pool...all I've gotta say is HOW RUDE.

First post! w00t

Music: Mahoroba (Midi file)
Mood: Guilty

Man...this midi aint cuttin' it :( Mahoroba is NOT a piano piece!

So I'm definitely putting off work. I have to do English papers, and chem homework. I have three small papers due on Wednesday. I'll do one paper tonight.

I have senior pictures tomorrrowww >_o But I'm going swimming tomorrow, then I have to take a shower, but the appointment's at 7:30 and that totally messes up my shower schedule. If I take a shower at 10, it's horrible for my hair and annoying, but taking one in the morning is going to be a bitch...plus I have to use my dad's shower. Meh. I'll take one in the morning.

But yes, today I went swimming at Julie's house, Amanda and Nancy came over too, later on we went to Acme and got some Dunkaroos. It was so hot today. Amanda and Julie looked like leather, Nancy was pale, and I had tanlined feet. Justin had some funky tanlines too...and Jeremiah is safe from these inconveniences. He's black.

HOW AWESOME WAS IT WHEN MURPH ANNOUNCD HALFDAYS :DDDD

11, I SHOULD be getting to bed, but I should do my work too...fuck it I'm going to bed. I'm pretty much to the point where I'm done with school. I know I need to keep my math grade...eh...tomorrow will be catchup day. Let me plan a little.

Tomorrow:
English papers

Wednesday:
History essays
Catchup math

Ugh >_>;

Yayayayayy :DDDDD Mina may be bringing me headphones. I will love him if he remembers. Like I will ask to have his children. My old headphones sucked serious butt. Speaking of butt...

Quote of the day: "This water is like sucking on a baby's bottom" - Julie, about Fiji water
Runner up: "There was this guy...he dismantled an airplane and ate it. Then he went home and had dinner, and when he was done, he ate his fork." - Luca

Music: If I weren't so lazy, I'd run and get my mp3 player
Mood: Lonely

I decided to start my own blogspot, inspired by my friend Rich.